Lyrics "YOU'RE THE ONE THAT TOLD ME"

you're the one that told me,
it just felt so good,
it just felt so good by my side,
i'm not feeling sorry nor that i am happy
when it comes to you

look at me now, you gotta know now,
i'm so fine

you don't know me all that well baby but
you'll see life is never the way you want it to be

you're the one that told me, you're the one
that told me, you're the one that fill me up with lies
i'm not feeling sorry, no i'm not feeling lonely,

baby i would never be when it comes to you

look at me now, look at you now,
i'm so fine

you don't know me all that well baby but
you'll see life is never the way you want it to be

and when you open your eyes,
hey you will see you only want what you can't have
so open your eyes, coz you will see,
i'm not around no more

look at me now, you gotta know now,
i'm so fine

you're the one that told me,
it just felt so good,
it just felt so good by my side...

Lyrics "I WON'T"

i won't hear the sound of my heartbeat
and i won't fear the sweetest tears

the soft look in your eyes is killing me
the cold touch of your hands is burning me with pain
i wish that i could stay much longer with you

we were meant to be apart
you was never made for me

the soft look in your eyes is killing me
the cold touch of your hands is burning me with pain
i wish that i could stay much longer with you, with you, with you, with you

why does the end has to be bitter?
when we just can't stand each other
i know the hardest part is letting go
we just wish we could remember
all those times when it was sweeter
i know the hardest part is moving on

i won't hear the sound of your voice
i won't feel a kiss with you, with you,
no longer with you, no longer with you

Lyrics "ALWAYS"

wake up, love, don't you know?
life had changed but you don't care
i'm sorry, i was too young,
i was stupid to realize

that the sky won't always be blue
and the sun won't always shine
that the rain will eventually fade
and the heart won't always love

so forget me and all our laughs
the good memories, burn them to tears
it's not my call, you turn your back
you know that i won't ever let you down

but your sky won't always be blue
and your sun won't always shine
but your rain will eventually fade
and your heart won't always love me

now don't look back
just carry on and take everything away
don't worry about
a single word i say
a single song i sing
a single tear i've cried

now my sky won't always be blue
and my sun won't always shine
but my rain will eventually fade
and my heart won't always love you

Lyrics "ANGELS"

they won't understand how u feel
they would only try to 'right' u
when u're down and hopeless
when u're out of control...

don't give in now
don't give in now

RUN!!!!
don't give in to these angels
they will cut u open
they will sacrifice your heart for a betterment
RUN!!!!
don't give in to the light
let's get lost in the darkness...
together....

they've been searching for a way now
to kill the devil that's inside you
when u're down and hopeless
when u're out of control...

don't fall down now
don't fall down now

RUN!!!!
don't give in to these angels
they will cut u open
they will sacrifice your heart for a betterment
RUN!!!!
don't give in to the light
let's get lost in the darkness...
together....

RUN!!! RUN!!!
don't give in...
RUN!!! RUN!!!
i am the devil inside...

Lyrics "SHADOWS"

hiding in your shadows, i can see your smile
beneath all the lies
i'm waiting for your touch, by the slumber of
afternoon glow, i'm waiting for your heart
it'll never take me home, never make me whole
the only sound it's making is the scream of
lust for love
so does it feels like you're still breathing?
when you realize all the emptiness within?

these slashes and these scars, won't kill
away the pain,i'm trying to move on
it'll never make me better, never make me ease
the only sound it's making is the scream of
lust for love
so does it feels like you're still breathing?
when you realize all the shadows cast within?

come come take me away, come come kill me today
get get get me away, from all these lonely nights
come come take me away, come come kill me today
get get get me away, from you

it'll never take me home, never make me whole
the only sound it's making is the scream of
lust for love
scream of lust for love
scream of lust for love
scream of lust for love
scream of lust for love!!!!

come come take me away, come come kill me today
get get get me away, from all these lonely nights
come come take me away, come come kill me today
get get get me away, from you

by the scream of lust for love
scream of lust for love
scream of lust for love
scream of lust!!!!

Lyrics "STARS WON'T SAFE HER TONIGHT"

it's not alright, she just stares up at the sky tonight
hoping that she'll find out
why she's so broken, why everything's just not
the same at all...
could it be that everything she knew was never
meant to be what she expected them to be?
now all that's left are bruises that won't heal
it's alright, i just need more time,
i just need some love, where the hell do that
feelings go?
i just need someone, i might just be needing you,
where the hell did you go?

it's okay, you're nobody...
you're just a face to forget
and i'm fine, you're nobody...
you're just a love to regret

stars... won't safe her tonight
stars... won't safe her tonight

she lies on the floor, a razor that cut
through her skin...
when love is gone, there's no point in
wishing for a come-back
as the pool of blood drowns her in...

stars won't safe her tonight...
stars won't safe her tonight...
stars won't safe her tonight!!
stars won't safe her!! tonight...

Lyrics "NOT THAT SIMPLE"

this is so frustrating, i just need to forget
i can't live with regret
i feel so agitated, i saw something that could help
i want so bad to forget

shut it! shut your mouth!!
shut it! shut your mouth!!

don't try to tell me not to call you again,
not to come here again, not to beg you again
i don't need to hear you say; "it's over,
forget me, just move on, it's so wrong"
moving on is not that simple
moving on is not that simple!!

hell i'm just so angry,i just want to feel love
but emptiness draw a hole in me
hell i needed time, so i get back to the razor,
just to feel anything at all

so shut it! shut your mouth!!
shut it! shut your mouth!!

don't try to tell me not to call you again,
not to come here again, not to beg you again
i don't need to hear you say; "it's over,
forget me, just move on, it's so wrong"
moving on is not that simple
moving on is not that simple!!

so shut your mouth, your words are just like knives
they cut through my heart, draw a hole in me
shut your mouth, i can't hold back no more
i cut and bleed and broken, i fall, i fall

shut it! shut your mouth!!
shut it! shut your mouth!!
moving on is not that simple!!

Lyrics "NEVER FAIL TO SCREAM ON YOU"

Lights on, scream for the fire
lights on, the fire is burning up
lights on, scream for the fire
lights on, tell me it's not enough
i will never fail to scream on you (on you!!)
i will never fail to scream on you (on you!!)

tell me you're sorry, tell me that you had enough of me
tell me 'don't worry', coz' you just had enough of me
tell me you're sorry, coz' i'm not worried
and i'm sorry...

lights on, send me a warning
lights on, the fire is burning up
lights on, scream on you!!
i will never fail to cry for you (for you!!)
i will never fail to break for you (for you!!)

tell me you're sorry, tell me that you had enough of me
tell me "don't worry", coz' you just had enough of me
tell me you're sorry, coz' i'm not worried
and i'm sorry...

whoah!!!! i'm sorry...
whoah!!!! yes i'm sorry...

lights on, scream for the fire...
lights on...

Lyrics "HEAL"

thanks to you, my love, all my wounds;
they are all now healed
it'll take time, my love, for my wounds;
they need to heal...

when i'm with you, time will go by slowly
when i'm with you, time, please go by slowly

i feel these holes in my heart;
they are all vanishing
i feel those tears on my eyes;
they are all weakening

when i'm with you, the world don't seem to matter
when i'm with you, i know nothing would matter

stay, stay, my love, don't ever change
stay, stay, my love, until... the end

i'm thanking you
i'm giving you a chance to be a part of me

when i'm with you, i'll be with you

stay, stay, my love, don't ever change
stay, stay, my love, until... the end
stay, stay, my love, i'm begging you,
stay, stay, my love, stay, stay, my love,
heal... me...

Lyrics "FORBIDDEN LOVE"

it's nice just to remember
the day when i first saw you

as time rolls on, you ought to remember,
this time'll roll on, we ought to be together,
i will always love you, you don't have to wonder,

why it all just so hard when i look into your eyes?
why it all just so odd? the world; they don't understand us, you and me, it's all just like a dream,
we'll drown forever in our little forbidden love...

it's hard to keep on holding
something that will eventually fades

as time rolls on, you ought to remember,
this time'll roll on, we ought to be together,
i will always love you, you don't have to wonder,

why it all just so hard when i look into your eyes?
why it all just so odd? the world; they don't understand us, you and me, it's all just like a dream,
we'll drown forever in our little forbidden love...

he looks at me like he's got something to say
well i don't care what he'll say
she looks at us like we're out of place
well i don't care what she'll think
i will always love you, they don't have to wonder

why it all just so hard when i look into your eyes?
why it all just so odd? the world; they don't understand us, you and me, it's all just like a dream,
we'll drown forever in our little forbidden love...

lalalalalalalalalala

Lyrics "BOSAN"

mungkin kau tidak mengira
masa yang telah terkubur
setelah kita berpisah
sudah setahun berlalu
tiada banyak yang berubah
semalam kau ada di dalam mimpiku

(kerna cahayamu telah) membutakan mataku
bosan dengan sikapmu
bosan dengan kenangan kita
(namun masih aku rindu)
hatiku kini cemburu
fikiranku keliru
adakah ku masih...?

ku terlihat gambar kamu
bersama si dia
jelas ternyata kau gembira
sejenak aku tertawa
dulu aku pernah disuluh
dengan cahaya seterang itu olehmu

(kerna cahayamu telah) membutakan mataku
bosan dengan sikapmu
bosan dengan kenangan kita
(namun masih aku rindu)
hatiku kini cemburu
fikiranku keliru
adakah ku masih...?

ucapan bibirmu
mencengkam hatiku
merobek keluar segala sisa
kucupan bibirmu
teramat berbisa
meracun segala rasa dijiwa

(sayang, hadirmu cuma) membutakan hatiku
bosan dengan kekosongan di hati kini
penuh rasa benci
(masih ku rindu)
hatiku masih menangis
walaupun tidak kau tahu bahkan kau peduli
adakah aku masih... kau rindu? kau mahu?

SICK OF [BOSAN]

i think you never counted
the time that had been buried
ever since we seperated
a year had passed
nothing much had changed
last night, you were in my dream

your light, they blind my eyes
i'm sick of your attitude
i'm sick of our memories
but i still miss them
i feel jealous, i am confuse
am i still...?

i saw your picture with her
it's obvious that you're happy
i laugh for a moment
you used to shine me with
that same light before

your light, they blind my eyes
i'm sick of your attitude
i'm sick of our memories
but i still miss them
i feel jealous, i am confuse
am i still...?

your words crutch my heart
it tear out all the waste left inside
your kisses are poisonous
it poisoned all the feelings inside

dear, you're here only to blind my heart
i'm sick of this emptiness in my heart
it is filled with hatred
i still miss them
my heart is crying
though you don't know or even care
am i still... missed by you? wanted by you?

Lyrics "KU MAHU KAU DI SISIKU"

bukankah sudah ku kata?
ku tak mahu rasa rindu
sudahlah semua kata
ku tak mahu terus menunggu dirimu

dan bila semua ternyata
bahawa ku telah percaya
ku biar semua tahu
ku mahu kau di sisiku
dan biarkan mereka
berkata apa saja
ku mahu kau di sisiku

dulu ku tidak percaya
akan ada lagi rasa ini
dulu aku tidak mahu merasa begini
tapi kini kau hadir di sisi

dan bila semua ternyata
bahawa ku telah percaya
ku biar semua tahu
ku mahu kau di sisiku
dan biarkan mereka
berkata apa saja
ku mahu kau di sisiku

bukankah sudah ku kata?
ku percaya
ku tahu

ku mahu kau di sisiku
ku mahu kau di sisiku
ku mahu kau di sisiku

dan bila semua ternyata
bahawa kau telah ada
ku biar semua tahu
kau ada di sisiku
dan biarkan mereka
berkata apa saja
ku mahu kau di sisiku

I WANT YOU TO BE WITH ME [KU MAHU KAU DI SISIKU]

haven't i told you?
i don't want to miss you
i had enough of all the talkings
i don't want to wait for you

and when everything is clear
that i had trusted you
i will let everybody know
that i want you to be with me
and they can say whatever they want
i want you to be with me

i used to think that
i won't feel this way again
i used to ignore these feelings
but now you're here

and when everything is clear
that i had trusted you
i will let everybody know
that i want you to be with me
and they can say whatever they want
i want you to be with me

haven't i told you?
i trust you... i know...

i want you to be with me
i want you to be with me
i want you to be with me

and when everything is clear
that you're here
i will let everybody know
that you are here with me
and they can say whatever they want
i want you to be with me

Lyrics "HARAPAN BULAN DISEMBER"

dunia itu pasti indah
ku dengar bicara di langit
ku akan hulurkan tanganku padamu
dan kau kan menyayangiku

harapan bulan disember
hancur dibuatmu

cakuk yang tajam telah terbenam
betapa kejam naluri ibu
bagai sampah yang tak bernyawa
kau membuangku, wahai ibu...

dunia itu harusnya indah
kau rampas milikku, nyawaku
si ayah yang tak berguna
memberiku nyawa
juga pemusnahnya

harapan bulan disember
berdarah dibuatmu

~break~

cakuk yang tajam telah terbenam
betapa kejam naluri ibu
bagai sampah yang tak bernyawa
kau membuangku, wahai ibu...

DECEMBER'S HOPE [HARAPAN BULAN DISEMBER]

the world must be beautiful
i heard rumors in the sky
i will stretch out my hands to you
and you will love me

this december's hope
is broken by you

the sharp hook had been buried
mother's instinct is so cruel
just like a lifeless trash
mother, you threw me away

the world should be beautiful
you snatch away my rights, my life
that useless father who
gave me life is also the one
who destroy it

this december's hope
is bleeding because of you

the sharp hook had been buried
mother's instinct is so cruel
just like a lifeless trash
mother, you threw me away

Lyrics "KARMA"

kamu tidak punya apa
itu yang kamu kata
bila kamu berusaha
kamu tidak akan percaya
apa yang telah binasa
selama ini kau bina

ku pasti akan ada
balasan yang cukup sempurna
ku pasti takkan ada
insan yang mampu lari dari karma

setelah kini kau berjaya
hancurkan semua takhta
mimpimu telah ternyata
aku tidak mampu bersuara
ku juga punya dosa
lantas ku tak berdaya

ku pasti akan ada
balasan yang cukup sempurna
ku pasti takkan ada
insan yang mampu lari dari karma

ku pasti kau kan jatuh
ketawamu cuma sementara
ku pasti akan ada
ruang kemaafan untuk diriku

KARMA

you have nothing
that's what you said
when you're trying
you won't believe
of the damage
you had build

i'm sure that there'll be a perfect payback
i'm sure no one can escape from karma

now that you had succeeded
in destroying all kingdoms
your dreams had come true
i can say nothing
i have my own sins
so i could not do anything

i'm sure that there'll be a perfect payback
i'm sure no one can escape from karma

i'm sure you'll fall, you can only laugh for a while
i'm sure there'll be forgiveness for me

Lyrics "DERA"

langkah yang perlahan disusun menaiki anak tangga
satu, dua, tiga, empat; dia akan tiba

dunia kan berputar seperti biasa
mereka tidak sedar derita dan dera
kau cuba bersembunyi, cuba berlari, tiada jalan keluar
cuma cemeti di tangannya mengukir luka

libasan demi libasan, kesakitan di hatimu lebih dalam
tangisan demi tangisan, tak siapa sedari

dunia kan berputar seperti biasa
mereka tidak sedar derita dan dera
kau cuba bersembunyi, cuba berlari, tiada jalan keluar
cuma cemeti di tangannya mengukir luka

jiwamu didera, badanmu terseksa
hatimu terluka, kamu menderita...

mengapakah dunia seperti biasa?
tiadakah siapa peduli deritamu?
kau cuba bersembunyi, cuba berlari, tiada jalan keluar
cuma cemeti di tangannya mengukir luka

ABUSED [DERA]

slow steps are moving up the stairs
one, two, three, four; he'll be here

the world will spin as usual
they don't know of your pain and abused
you try to hide, try to run, but there's no way out
only the whip on his hand will carve scars (on you)

hit after hit, the pain in your heart is deeper
tears after tears, nobody knew

the world will spin as usual
they don't know of your pain and abused
you try to hide, try to run, but there's no way out
only the whip on his hand will carve scars (on you)

your soul was abused, your body is in pain
your heart is broken, you are suffering...

why is it that the world still spin as usual?
don't anybody care of your sufferings?
you try to hide, try to run, but there's no way out
only the whip on his hand will carve scars (on you)

Lyrics "TERUSKAN HIDUP"

satu satu satu lagi hirisan mendalam
dan ku kan mampu lupa sementara
satu satu satu lagi tangisan keperitan
tapi ku suka setiap luka yang ku ukir

katamu, sentiasa ada di hatiku
lukaku, sentiasa berdarah

aku kan terus hidup tanpa mu
aku kan mampu hidup tanpa mu
aku kan terus hidup
aku kan terus hidup

biarkan luka menyembuh keperitan di hatiku
luka merawat igauan masa yang lalu

aku kan terus hidup
aku kan terus hidup

satu satu satu lagi perhentian terakhir
dan ku kan mampu bernyawa semula

KEEP ON LIVING [TERUSKAN HIDUP]

just one, one, one more deep slice
and i can forget for a while
just one, one, one more cry of pain
but i like each scar that i carve

your words will always be here in my heart
my scars will always bleed

i will keep on living without you
i can keep on living without you
i will keep on living
i will keep on living

let this pain heal the torture in my heart
this pain will heal the shadows of my past

i will keep on living
i will keep on living

just one, one, one more final destination
and i can be alive again

Lyrics "AKHIRNYA"

kaulah cinta pertama, tak akan ku lupa,
pandangan pertama, sinar yang terang
tapi ku tak mengerti akan ajal dan takdir
siang kan bertukar malam gelap

dan akhirnya tinggal derita
sunyi menjelma seperti terbitnya matahari
dan akhirnya tinggal air mata
kasih terbenam bersama matahari

dan diriku masih menyimpan harapan
agar kau kan ku temui kembali
jauh di langit biru, kau tersenyum di sana
melihat ku sendiri di bumi

dan akhirnya tinggal derita
sunyi menjelma seperti terbitnya matahari
dan akhirnya tinggal air mata
kasih terbenam bersama matahari

dan akhirnya ku perlukan masa
untuk berdiri semula tanpa cinta pertama
akhirnya ku masih menangis
dikucup sunyi, dibelai rindu akan matahari

dan akhirnya tinggal ku sendiri tanpamu...

IN THE END [AKHIRNYA]

you're my first love, the one i'll never forget
your first gaze shines brightly to me
but i was so naive to not realize of death and fate
day will turn into a dark night

in the end, only sufferings left
loneliness rise just like the sun
in the end, only tears left
love is setting down together with the sun

and i'm still keeping a little hope
that one day i can see you again
so far up in the blue sky, you are smiling
on me who was left alone in this world

in the end, only sufferings left
loneliness rise just like the sun
in the end, only tears left
love is setting down together with the sun

in the end, i need time
to stand up again without my first love
in the end, i'm still crying
being kissed by my loneliness, being held by my longingness for the sun

in the end, i am left alone without you

Lyrics "LOVE WILL KILL ME"

you came again that night trying to pretend
as if you'll never go
and i will always be wondering if you're
gonna stay a little longer this time
i'll be here, waiting for you to come back
here,i'll be here, waiting for you
to get tired again...

you can use me, you can kill me
u can burn me, i'm ready for you!
u can keep me, u can kiss me
u can hurt me, and throw me away...
i will always love you

this pain is breaking me but i'm more than
willing to be apart of this
when you say you love me, i know it's a lie
though i wanna believe in your every lie
waiting for you to love me
but still it's a lie
waiting for you to leave me again...

this time, i'm not afraid
i can finally let you go
you won't get a chance to get tired again
this would be the last time

with my last breath, "I love you"
i will always love you...

Lyrics "DI MANA KAMU?"

di mana kamu? ingatkah lagi aku?
ingatkah lagi ibu?
tahukah kamu? ibu masih menangis
ku dengar di balik pintu malamku...

i can still smell your cigarette

akankah terbuka hatimu?
ternyata semua ternyata berbeza
padamu, kami hanya bebanmu
ternyata keluarga bahagia tiada

di mana lagu yang kau nyanyi dulu
pada aku dan ibu?
jauh di hatiku, kau masih ku rindu
ku harap kau gembira di sana...

i can still hear your laughter

akankah bahagia dirimu
tanpa ada kami lagi di sisimu?
padamu, kami hanya bebanmu
adakah keluarga bahagia tiada?

oh ayah, kami hanya bebanmu
tak ku tangis lagi, tak ku benci lagi
oh ayah, kau masih ku sayang
adanya keluarga bahagia tanpamu

don't worry, we'll be fine

WHERE ARE YOU? [DI MANA KAMU?]

where are you? do you still remember me?
do you still remember mother?
do you know? mother is still crying
i can hear them behind the door at nights

~i can still smell your cigarette~

will you open up your heart?
everything is exactly different
we are just a burden to you
happy family doesn't exist

where's that song? the one you used to sing
to me and mother?
from the bottom of my heart, i still miss you
i hope you're happy there

~i can still hear you laughter~

will you be happy
without us anymore by you side?
we are just a burden to you
does happy family exist?

oh father, we are just a burden to you
i won't cry (for you) anymore, i won't hate (you) anymore
oh father, i still love you
happy family does exist even without you

~don't worry, we'll be fine~

Lyrics "LUKA YANG KAU BERI"

tak usah kau berpura, cuma menunding jari ke arah ku
yang lemah sedangkan kau tahu
aku tidak bersalah malah sering mencuba
untuk memperbaiki segala kekurangan

hati yang lemah tidak berdaya menampung
luka, segala duka kau beri
bila semua rasa sayang menghilang
tiada makna apa pun ku kata

masihkah ada cara untuk terus bersama dengan mu semula?
tentunya tiada
aku tetap di sini, masih lagi begini,
diselubungi sunyi dan luka di hati

air mata masih berlinang,segalanya masih ku kenang,
tiada panggilan, tiada balasan, ku dengar dari mu

akan ada masa aku kan dewasa dan lebih sempurna
seperti yang kau mahu
mungkinkah kau dapat menerimaku semula bila ku punya segala?
betapa tidak bermakna deritaku selama ini yang ku lalui

usah menyimpan rasa simpati,
ingatkah lagi luka yang kau beri?

aku telah berdoa agar kau bahagia
walau aku terluka biar kau gembira
hapus segala dendam, buang segala sayang
agar suatu masa kau akan ku lupa...

THE PAIN YOU GAVE ME [LUKA YANG KAU BERI]

don't fake it, you just put all blame on me
who was weak even when you know
that i'm not at fault and i had always been trying
to fix all of my weaknesses

my fragile heart cannot bear the pain
and all the sadness you gave me
when love is gone, whatever i say
meant nothing to you

could there still be a way for us to get back together?
of course not
i'm still here, i'm still the same
covered in loneliness and pain in my heart

tears are still flowing because
i'm still thinking of you
there's no call, there's no reply from you

there will come a day when i'll grow up and be perfect
maybe just the way you wanted me to be
would you be able to accept me again then when i had it all?
then it is meaningless the suffering that i had to go through all the while

don't symphatized me,
do you still remember the pain you gave me?

i wish that you'll be happy
even if i'm hurt, i want you to be happy
destroy all of my vengence, throw away all of my love
so that one day i can forget you...

Lyrics "HAKISAN INGATAN"

waktu kita bertemu dulu, adakah di mindamu gambaran jelas akan perpisahan?
mungkin dulu dirimu benar-benar adalah milikku, tiada apa kekal selamanya

tidak mahu aku berpisah dengan mu
tapi kata-katamu menikam ke dalam hatiku
tidak mahu aku berpisah dengan mu
tapi masa makin mengakis aku dari ingatanmu

hilang semua memori indah, yang ada cuma duka,
tiada apa yang indah di ingatanmu lagi

tidak mahu aku berpisah dengan mu
tapi tangisan ku semua tiada bermakna pada mu
tidak mahu aku berpisah dengan mu
tapi masa makin mengakis aku dari ingatanmu

cinta, luka, derita, kata-kata menghina,
semuanya kau beri, semuanya ku rasa...
genggaman tangan kau lepaskan
masa, mengakis aku...

ERASED MEMORIES [HAKISAN INGATAN]

during the time when we first met, had you already thought of 'breaking up'?
maybe at that time you really are mine but nothing lasts forever

i don't want to break up with you
but your words stab my heart
i don't want to break up with you
but time is slowly erasing me from your mind

all of the good memories had vanished
all that had left is sadness
there's not a single good memory in your head anymore

i don't want to break up with you
but my tears meant nothing to you
i don't want to break up with you
but time is slowly erasing me from your mind

love, pain, torture,insulting words
you gave it all to me
i taste them all
you let go of my hand
time is erasing me

Lyrics "PULANG"

walaupun jauh,hatiku masih ada berhampiran denganmu
walaupun tidak aku patuhi kata-katamu, diriku masih

menyayangi dirimu, merindui dirimu
mengikuti kata hatiku
ingin melihat kamu,ingin memeluk kamu
ingin kembali ke arah yang kau mahu

aku kan pulang, aku kan pulang
bertemu ibu yang ku rindu
aku kan pulang, aku kan pulang
bertemu kamu,ibu...

ada kala nya aku terkasar,ada kala nya aku bersalah
jangan simpan di hatimu, ibu, sesungguhnya kamu pun tahu aku

menyayangi dirimu, merindui dirimu
mengikuti kata hatiku
ingin melihat kamu,ingin memeluk kamu
ingin kembali ke arah yang kau mahu

aku kan pulang, aku kan pulang
bertemu ibu yang ku rindu
aku kan pulang, aku kan pulang
bertemu kamu,ibu...

aku kan pulang, aku kan pulang,
usah kau risau, ku disini
aku kan pulang, aku kembali
untuk berjumpa ibu...

I'LL BE HOME [PULANG]

even when i'm far away, my heart will always be near you
even when i don't do as what you told me to, i'm still

loving you, missing you,
following what my heart desires
i want to see you, i want to hug you
i want to return to the way you'd like me to go

i'll be home, i'll be home,
to meet my mother that i miss so badly
i'll be home, i'll be home
to meet you,my mother

sometimes i'm being rude, at times i'm in the wrong
don't keep it in your heart, even you know that i'm

loving you, missing you,
following what my heart desires
i want to see you, i want to hug you
i want to return to the way you'd like me to go

i'll be home, i'll be home,
to meet my mother that i miss so badly
i'll be home, i'll be home
to meet you,my mother

i'll be home, i'll be home
don't worry, i'm here
i'll be home, i've returned
to meet you, my mother

Lyrics "MATI YANG KU MAHU"

cuma ada nyanyian lagu, masih ku berharap akan ada yang menyelamatkan ku
cuma tinggal darah dan dosa, masih aku menyanyi lagu tentang rasa sakit ini

berdosakah jika mati yang ku mahu?

oh... dunia ini tiada ruang untuk ku
insan yang berdosa mudah untuk lelap ditemani air mata

kita cuma tahu menghina, tidak sedar akan kesalahan diri dan kekotoran jiwa
kita cuma tahu meluka, malah bila diri terluka kita bertanya dimanakah salahnya

berdosakah jika mati yang ku mahu?

tuhan, ampun dosaku, biarkan aku hidup
insan yang berdosa mudah untuk lelap ditemani air mata

dan dunia tetap gelap, tiada cahaya
semua insan, meraka tidak sedar akan rasa hina
siksa, siksa, siksa jiwa mereka
bunuh, bunuh, bunuh semua dosa

selamatkan diri mereka

I WISH FOR DEATH [MATI YANG KU MAHU]

all that had left are songs to sing, i'm still hoping
someone will safe me
all that had left are blood and sins, i'm still
singing songs about this pain

is it sinful for me to wish for death?
oh... this world has no space for me
the sinful people gets to sleep easily accompanied by tears

we just know how to insult but unaware of
our own faults and dirty souls
we just know how to hurt but when we got hurt
we asked "Where do we go wrong?"

is it sinful for me to wish for death?
God, have mercy on me,let me live
the sinful people gets to sleep easily accompanied by tears

and the world is till dark, there's no light
everyone, they are unaware of shame
torture, torture, torture their souls
kill, kill, kill all sins

Lyrics "WITHOUT YOU"

i will miss that smile on your face and
i would miss the way you used to looked at me
i would miss the touch of your hands and
i will miss the way you held me in your arms

the sky is falling and it's telling me
"nothing lasts forever"
the tears are falling and it's telling me
"forget him, forget him"

when i go to sleep tonight, rest-assured that one day
there won't be a tought of you in my head
when i had the strength to carry on without
a trace of you in my heart then i'll be strong
hey this is what you want

but it's just too good to be true
to think of the way you came to me
guess i somehow knew it would end
but i never thought it would hurt this much

the sky is falling and it's telling me
"nothing lasts forever"
the tears are falling and it's telling me
"don't cry, don't cry"

when i go to sleep tonight, rest-assured that one day
there won't be a tought of you in my head
when i had the strength to carry on without
a trace of you in my heart then i'll be fine
hey this is what you want

when i go to sleep tonight
i'll carry on without you
i'll carry on without you
i'll carry on without you
'coz when you say that it was over
i'll carry on without you
i'll carry on
i'll carry on

this is what you want, this is what you want

Lyrics "RINDU"

Ku rindu genggaman tangan dari seseorang yang menyintaiku
ku rindu senda tawa seperti dulu
ku rindu kamu

beginikah rasanya setelah punya segala dan hilang semula?
beginikah rasa sayang?
awalnya indah belaka, akhirnya bersalut dusta

ku tanya pada semua yang ada mampukah terima diriku?
ku tanya pada kamu mengapa dulu
lidah mudah mengucap sayang?

beginikah rasanya setelah punya segala dan hilang semula?
beginikah rasa sayang?
awalnya indah belaka, akhirnya bersalut dusta

fikiran tak menentu
ku harus lupakan mu
pejamkan mataku
pejamkan mataku

beginikah rasanya setelah punya segala dan hilang semula?
beginikah rasa sayang?
awalnya indah belaka, akhirnya bersalut dusta

MISSING YOU [RINDU]

i miss the feels of someone who held my hand and he love me
i miss the feels of laughter just like before
i miss you

is this what it feels like to had it all and lose it all?
is this love? at first, it's beautiful but it end with lies

i asked them if they could be able to accept me as i am
i asked you why you used to say 'i love you' so easily?

is this what it feels like to had it all and lose it all?
is this love? at first, it's beautiful but it end with lies

my head is in a mess
i must forget you
close my eyes, close my eyes

is this what it feels like to had it all and lose it all?
is this love? at first, it's beautiful but it end with lies

Lyrics "GADIS HINA"

kesilapan yang lalu menghantui diriku
mencari kemaafan pada yang maha Esa
diriku berdosa dan semakin hanyut
tanpa berjumpa mu mungkin ku takkan hidup bahagia, dicinta
rasa semakin kurang beban di hatiku
rasa semakin tenang

Gadis yang hina, ku harus hadapinya,
masa yang lalu biar ku lupa semuanya
sesalan tiba bagi gadis yang hina
silap yang lalu biar ku tanggung semuanya
ampunkan dosanya, gadis hina di dalam ku

mungkinkah masih sama warna bintang di langit
pada masa ku sedar dari mimpi ngeriku?
badanku mengalah pada luka yang lama
ku letih dan bosan menjadi gadis hina
selama ku tunggu hadirnya insan itu
membawa diriku ke langit penuh cahaya

gadis yang hina, ku mahu terus mencuba
lupakan masa yang lalu, semuanya...
gadis yang hina, hilang dibawa pergi dari
silap dan sesal, semuanya...
ampunkan dosaku, Tuhan yang maha Esa
ampunkan dosanya, gadis hina yang lalu...

FILTHY GIRL [GADIS HINA]

my past mistakes is still haunting me
i'm seeking for fogiveness from The Almighty
i'm sinful and i'm drifting away in it
without meeting you, i might not be able to live happily, being loved
the weight that i carried is getting lighter
it's getting peaceful

this filthy girl, i must face her
i want to forget all of my pasts
regret fills the heart of a filthy girl
let me carry the burden of my past mistakes
please forgive her sin, this filthy girl inside of me

the colors of the stars up in the sky; is it still the same
by the time i woke up from my nightmare?
i'm sick and tired of living as a filthy girl
i've been waiting all this while for him to come
and took me away to the sky fill with bright light

this filthy girl, i want to keep on trying
to forget all of my pasts
this filthy girl disappears as she got carried away
from all of her mistakes and regrets
forgive my sins, The Almighty God
forgive her sins, that girl who used to be filthy

Lyrics "KU SUDAH TIADA"

menari-nari di bawah pelangi menikmati hidup,
usah percaya rasa yang lama tak mungkin terjadi,
semua harapan akan punah,
semua janji takkan ditunai oleh mu...

Diam usah berkata perkara yang sama,
cuma membawa luka yang lama,
tak mungkin berulang,
biar kan terkubur sudah...

yang ada di matanya cahaya dan semua gembira,
yang ku bawa cuma kegelapan dan tangisan duka,
usahlah menaruh harapan,
pada bintang jauh tak tergapai oleh ku...

Diam usah berkata perkara yang sama,
cuma membawa luka yang lama,
tak mungkin berulang,
biar kan terkubur sudah...

bukalah matamu, ku sudah tiada...
ku sudah tiada
ku sudah tiada


I'M ALREADY GONE [KU SUDAH TIADA]

dance along underneath the rainbow, pleased with life
don't believe in old feelings, it'll never be
all hope will break apart
all promises will not be fulfilled by you...

shut up, don't say the same thing
that would only hurt me
it won't happen again
let it be buried deep...

in his eyes are all sunshine and happiness
i only bring darkness and cries of pain
please don't put up hope
on a star far away that i can't reach...

shut up, don't say the same thing
that would only hurt me
it won't happen again
let it be buried deep...

open up your eyes, i'm already gone...
i'm already gone
i'm already gone

Lyrics "SEMAKIN JAUH"

Ku akan menyanyi lagu sunyi ini pada kamu nanti
ku harus menyanyi lagu sunyi ini pada mereka yang laluinya

ku mahu bersamamu sentiasa di mana saja kau berada
apakah yang menanti kisah kita berdua?

kini kau jauh, semakin jauh, semakin hari, semakin jauh
kau jauh, semakin jauh, semakin hari, kau semakin jauh

ku mahu berdiri, mahu berdikari, cuba hidup tanpa mu
ku boleh berdiri, mampu berdikari tanpa mu tapi ku pasti jatuh

ku mahu bersamamu sentiasa di mana saja kau berada
apakah yang menanti kisah kita berdua?

kini kau jauh, semakin jauh, semakin hari, semakin jauh
kau jauh, semakin jauh, semakin hari, kau semakin jauh

ku perlukan mu seperti udara
ku perlukan mu di mana saja ku ada

kini kau ada bersama ku sentiasa di mana saja
dan kita semakin jauh, tinggalkan, oh! Semakin jauh!oh...

FARTHER AWAY [SEMAKIN JAUH]

i will sing this song to you one day
i should sing this song to those who goes through the same

i want to be with you for always whereever you are
what is it that would become of our story?

now you're far, farther away, each day, farther away,
you're far, farther away, each day, you are farther away

i want to stand on my own, be independent and live without you
i can stand on my own and be independent but i'll surely fall down again

i want to be with you for always whereever you are
what is it that would become of our story?

now you're far, farther away, each day, farther away,
you're far, farther away, each day, you are farther away

i need you just like the air i breathe
i need you where ever i am

now you're here with me for always wnereever i am
and we are farther away, letting go, oh! farther away

Lyrics "LAGU LUKA"

malam ini, aku akan memungkiri sebuah janji
malam ini, aku akan mengakhiri jalan berduri
aku terlalu menyayangi sebuah cinta yang tak pasti
aku terlalu menyayangi seorang insan yang tak mengerti

luka di hati, rasa benci,
muak menanti, bosan mencari,
rasa sakit, bagai dicalar,
bagai luka yang sama dihiris berulang kali

usah kau bertanya, apa yang ku rasa
misalnya kau tahu, kau jua kan menangis
misalnya kau tahu, kau jua kan membenci
misalnya kau tahu, kau jua kan menyanyi lagu ini,lagu ini

malam ini,aku akan menyakiti sebuah hati...

SONG ABOUT HURT [LAGU LUKA]

tonight, i will break a promise
tonight, i will end a thornful road
i'm too obsessed with a love that was never sure
i'm too obsessed with someone who would never understand

the pain in my heart, the hatred i feel,
sick of waiting (for you), tired of looking (for you)
it's hurt, just like it was scratched,
like an open wound that had been cut over and over again

don't ask me how i feel
if you knew, you would cry
if you knew, you will hate (yourself)
if you knew, you will sing this song, this song

tonight, i will break a heart

Lyrics "SLEEP IN LONELINESS"

they watching me singing myself to sleep in loneliness
telling me things will someday be fine without you
my loneliness, my loneliness,
potrays a tomb for my love
this emptiness, this emptiness
will somehow stays...

fight!! the way to live the same
strive!! for what's my heart desires

sing songs to me about all the happiness you want
tell me the way to live so free without you
my happiness, my happiness,
is not a something i could find
this emptiness, this emptiness,
will somehow fades...

fight!! the way to live the same
strive!! for what's my heart desires

I want to be free!
I want to be free!
but not without you...

they lie to me about all the happiness you want
i sing to you a song to sleep in loneliness

Lyrics "BLEED"

Wake up, I watch you go, just watch you go
Stand up,I watch you there, still lying there
And I can do nothing to stop you and to get you back
And I can do nothing to hold you close and save you from...

Dying, I'm crying...
Guess you won't be around to hear me
Calling, waiting
Come back to me, why did you have to bleed? Stay!!!

Break out, I've had no time to say goodbye
Right now, all that I've got is tragedy
And I'll do anything to stop you and to get you back
And I'll do everything to hold you close and save you from

Dying, I'm crying...
Guess you won't be around to hear me
Calling, waiting
Come back to me, why did you have to bleed? Stay!!!

Why did you have to bleed? Why can't it just be me? Stay!
How could you bleed away? can't we just stay this way? Stay!

Dying, I'm crying...
Guess I won't be around to see me
Calling, waiting
I'll be with you, someday when i'm to bleed, Stay!!!

Lyrics "DIE FOR YOU"

If time is all that matters to you
I would change the past if i could
How many lies that I've been through
But I won't fall for them once more
It's all been said, but it's never done

Please don't leave me
all my life I have been searching for someone like you
Coz I would die for you
Please just hold me
Everything I do, I'd do it all for you
I would die... For you

If love are broken promises
I won't make promises to you
How long it takes for me to see
The one that I need is you
It's all been hurt, but it's worth the pain

Please don't leave me
all my life I have been searching for someone like you
Coz I would die for you
Please just hold me
Everything I do, I'd do it all for you
I would die... For you

My heart is breaking
Please just love me!

Please don't leave me
Coz The love I had is true and I hand it to you
Coz I belong to you
Please just hold me
Evertime I breathe not a second I won't think of you
I belong... To you
Coz I would die... For you

Lyrics "TIPU DUSTA BELAKA"

kau memberikannya, kau jua meluka,
kau memulakannya, kau yang mengecewa,
bukan sekali dua, terjadi semula,
mungkin rasa cinta tipu dusta belaka,

apa yang terjadi, ingin ku akhiri,
sakit jatuh lagi, kini aku sendiri,

tipu dusta belaka, rasa cinta tiada,
mengapa kau berkata perkara yang kau tak maksudkan?
tipu dusta belaka, wujudkah cinta di dunia?
hati luka berdarah, kau menghiris lagi, menghiris lagi, ohhh

ungkaikan semua rasa sayang dan cinta,
mahu bersama, namun apa gunanya?
lupakan semua rasa rindu dan mahu,
harapan menyiksa, semua tiada guna,

tipu dusta belaka, rasa cinta tiada,
mengapa kau berkata perkara yang kau tak maksudkan?
tipu dusta belaka, wujudkah cinta di dunia?
hati luka berdarah, kau menghiris lagi, menghiris lagi, ohhh ohhh

tak mahu ku percaya lagi
tak mahu ku percaya lagi!

tipu dusta belaka, rasa malu menyiksa,
mengapa kau berkata perkara yang palsu belaka?
tipu dusta belaka, usahlah ada lagi cinta,
hati luka sahaja, kau menghiris lagi, menghiris lagi

ALL OF IT ARE LIES AND DECEPTION [TIPU DUSTA BELAKA]

you gave it to me, you also hurt me,
you started it, you also break it,
it's not once or twice that it happened again,
maybe love are all lies and deception,

what had happened, i'd like to end it
i've fallen again and it's painful, now i'm alone

all of it are lies and deception, there's no love
why did you say things that you didn't meant?
all of it are lies and deception, is there love in this world?
my heart is bleeding, you're slicing it again, slicing it again, ohhh

say it all about love and care
i want to be with you, but what's in it for me?
forget it all about desire and wants
hope is torturing, everything is no good

all of it are lies and deception, there's no love
why did you say things that you didn't meant?
all of it are lies and deception, is there love in this world?
my heart is bleeding, you're slicing it again, slicing it again, ohhh

i don't want to believe you again
i don't want to believe you again!

all of it are lies and deception, shame is killing me
why did you say things that are all lies?
all of it are lies and deception, there's no need for love no more
my heart will only bleed, you're slicing it again, slicing it again, ohhh

Lyrics "HANYA UNTUK KAU HAYATI"

luka lama masih ada hanya untuk kau hayati
cinta duka yang kau beri setulusnya ku terima
kasih bisa ku mencari namun cinta hanya kamu
kasih dapat ku temui namun hati ada kamu

harapan untuk terus hidup bersama dirimu
tak mungkin kau hargainya
impian untuk terus memiliki hatimu
oh dapatkah kau fahami cinta?

kini dia telah kembali oh pergilah ku mengerti
ku disini hanya untuk memenuhi masa rindumu padanya
kau miliknya aku hanya sementara
jika dulu kau milikku kini hanyalah ingatan

harapan untuk terus hidup bersama dirimu
tak mungkin kau hargainya
impian untuk terus memiliki hatimu
oh dapatkah kau fahami cinta?
cinta?
dariku setulusnya cinta...

JUST FOR YOU TO UNDERSTAND [HANYA UNTUK KAU HAYATI]

old scars are still here, just for you to understand
the sad love you gave me, i accepted it with an open heart
i can look for affection but love is only you
i can find affection but in my heart, there's only you

my hope to keep on living with you
you will never be grateful of it
my dream to keep on owning your heart
oh will you be able to understand love?

now she have returned, oh go back to her, i understand
i'm here just to fill the time when you miss her
you belong to her, i'm just for the moment
you used to belong to me but now they are just memories

my hope to keep on living with you
you will never be grateful of it
my dream to keep on owning your heart
oh will you be able to understand love?
honestly from me...

Lyrics "SEBENTAR LAGI"

ku buka mata, kau telah tiada di hadapan ku lagi
sekelip mata, kau telah menghilang ku sendiri lagi

sebentar lagi, mentari kan pergi
sebentar lagi, cinta tidak bersemi
sementara cuma kisah ini
engkau dan aku, cintamu palsu

kerlipan bintang tak bersinar lagi tanpa dirimu kasih
tersenyum riang ku melihat engkau, tanpa diriku kini

cahaya, usah menyindir ku
ketawa, usah menyakiti ku
pergilah semua tinggalkan ku
sunyi tangisan, temani aku

sebentar lagi, bulan kan meninggi
sebentar lagi, air mata menitis
sementara cuma sepi ini
engkau dan aku, usah lah bersatu

tersenyum riang ku melihat engkau, tanpa diriku kini

IN A LITTLE WHILE [SEBENTAR LAGI]

i open my eyes, you're no longer infront of me
in a blink of an eye, you're gone and i'm left alone again

in a little while, the sun will set
in a little while, our love will not bloom
our story is just for the moment
you and me, your love is fake

the stars will no longer twinkle without you
i saw you smiling happily without me now

light, don't mock me
laughter, don't hurt me
go now everyone, leave me
tears of loneliness, come and join me

in a little while, the moon will rise
in a little while, my tears will fall
this loneliness is just for the moment
you and me, we better off seperated

i saw you smiling happily without me now

Lyrics "KU MEMBENCI DIRIMU"

kau memeluk memanjaku
kau bersama setiap waktu
ku percaya segalanya
ku didusta sepenuhnya

bagaikan di awangan, hatiku diragut,
dimusnah, berdarah, lukanya biasa
telah selalu disakiti

ku membenci dirimu
kau berdusta, kau berkata kau menyinta
ku membenci dirimu
kau sentiasa bahagia, ku terseksa
inilah nasibku, ku didusta,
di perguna, diperdaya,
inilah nasibku, ku merana,
ku percayamu, ku terseksa

bagaikan selamanya, hatiku dipenjara,
dihancur, dipijak, dimamah, ku kalah
telah selalu dibenci

ku membenci dirimu
kau berdusta, kau berkata kau menyinta
ku membenci dirimu
kau sentiasa bahagia, ku terseksa
inilah nasibku, ku didusta,
di perguna, diperdaya,
inilah nasibku, ku merana,
ku percayamu, ku terseksa

kau memeluk memanjaku
kau bersama setiap waktu
kau...
kau...

ku membenci dirimu
biarkanlah ku merana, menderita
Jangan menghampiriku
ku sedia menerima balasannya
ku membenci dirimu
biarkanlah kau begitu, lupakanlah
jangan menghampiriku
ku kan pergi, biarkanlah ku sendiri
ku sendiri, sendiri

I HATE YOU [KU MEMBENCI DIRIMU]

you hugged me, pampered me
you were always with me
i believed everything
i was fooled completely

as if i'm floating, my heart had been snatched away,
destroyed, bleeding, the pain is normal
i've always been hurt

i hate you
you're a liar, you said you'd loved me
i hate you
you are always so happy,i'm in pain
this is my luck, i've been lied to
i've been used, i've been cheated
this is my luck, i'm in agony
i believed you, i'm suffering

as if forever, my heart is imprisoned
obliterated, been kicked, been eaten, i'm losing
i've always been hated

i hate you
you're a liar, you said you'd loved me
i hate you
you are always so happy,i'm in pain
this is my luck, i've been lied to
i've been used, i've been cheated
this is my luck, i'm in agony
i believed you, i'm suffering

you hugged me, pampered me
you were always with me
you...
you...

i hate you
let me live in agony, suffering
don't come near me
i'm ready to take the blow
i hate you
let you be, forget it
don't come close
i will go, leave me alone
let me be alone, alone

Lyrics "BUKAN KAU YANG TERLUKA"

Usahlah mengingati dirinya
yang tak hargai dirimu
Usahlah memikirkan akhirnya
kisah itu lagi

perkara yang sama berulang lagi
terjadi lagi
perpisahan berlaku berulang lagi
terjadi lagi

namun hati ini tak bisa
melupakan dirinya
namun hati ini terluka
menangis masih

mahu ku lupakan kenangan itu
cinta itu
mahu ku harapkan semua itu
tak pernah berlaku

jika kau tak menyinta usahlah berpura
bukan kau yang kecewa, woah
jika cuma bersenda usahlah berdusta
bukan kau yang terluka, oh!!

namun masa itu hanyalah
impianku masih

jika benar kau cinta usahlah menghiris
bukan kau yang berdarah
jika benar kau mahu usahlah menangis
bukan kau yang merasa
bukan kau yang terluka

perkara yang sama berulang lagi
terjadi lagi

YOU'RE NOT THE ONE WHO'S HURT [BUKAN KAU YANG TERLUKA]

there's no need to think of him
whom do not appreciates you
there's no need to think of the ending
of that story no more

the same thing is happening again
repeating itself again
seperation is happening again
repeating itself again

but this heart is unable
to forget him
but this heart is broken
i'm still crying

i want to forget those memories
this love itself
i hope that all of that
never happened in the first place

if you don't love me, stop pretending like you do
it's not you who'll be broken
if you're only kidding, stop lying
it's not you who's hurt, ohh!

but those moments are just
still my dream

if you really love me, stop slitting
it's not you who's bleeding
if you really want me, stop crying
it's not you who feel this
it's not you who's hurt

the same thing is happening again
repeating itself again

Lyrics "SELAMATKAN KU"

Dia mula ku kenali
tidak aku menyangka ku benar menyinta
Dia telah ku sakiti
tidak aku menyangka aku yang kecewa

Perlukah ku berbicara pada mu?
tentang oh sakitnya luka
penuh rasa bersalah pada mu
Perlukah ku terus mencuba?
agar kau kan percaya
tulus ku mahu pada mu

Nanti kau kan berjumpa
dengan insan yang kan kau cinta
Nanti kau kan melupa
diriku yang pernah kau cinta

Oh tuhan selamatkan ku
tak mahu melupakan cintaku padanya
api asmara membakar jiwa
tak mahu ku terus bernyawa
cintaku padanya tak pernah ku rasa istimewa
terlalu menyiksa
oh tuhan selamatkan ku

Dia pernah ku miliki
tidak aku tahu apa yang dia mahu

Perlukah ku menyatakan pada mu?
walau ini sementara ku cukup gembira
yeah

hatiku tak berjaya
menahan rasa kecewa
hatiku tak sempurna
melepaskan dirimu pergi

Oh tuhan selamatkan ku
tak mahu melupakan cintaku padanya
api asmara membakar jiwa
tak mahu ku terus bernyawa
cintaku padanya tak pernah ku rasa istimewa
terlalu menyiksa
oh tuhan selamatkan ku

Perlukah ku berputus asa?
woah!!

Oh tuhan selamatkan ku

SAFE ME [SELAMATKAN KU]

when i first know him
i never thought i'd really love him
when i hurt him
i never thought i'm the one who's broken

do i have to talk to you?
about all my pain
all my guilt towards you
do i have to try?
so that you'd believe me
that i really want you

one day, you'll find
someone you'll love
one day, you'll forget
me who was once you ever loved

dear God, safe me
i don't want to forget my love for him
the passion is burning me
i don't want to keep on breathing
i never felt a love like this before, it's so special
and so painful at the same time
dear God, safe me

i used to own him
i never really know what he wants

do i have to tell you?
even if it's just for a while, i'm happy enough
yeah

my heart is not very successful
in holding the pain
my heart is not perfect
when i let you go

dear God, safe me
i don't want to forget my love for him
the passion is burning me
i don't want to keep on breathing
i never felt a love like this before, it's so special
and so painful at the same time
dear God, safe me

do i have to give up?
whoah!

dear God, safe me...

Lyrics "BEBASKAN KU (KEADILAN)"

di sebalik jendela malam yang dingin
aku ingin kau berada di sampingku
menemaniku sehingga terbit mentari

kiranya takdir tak menyebelahi kita
perpisahan sentiasa kan berlaku
jangan pergi sebelum terbit mentari

namun bila ku buka mata, dia tiada
ia hanya mimpi yang sama

Jika ada keadilan
biarkan ku lupa dirinya
bila dia telah melupakan
jika ada keadilan
kenapa aku sendirian
sedangkan dia berteman
bebaskan ku!

sudah jam 2 pagi aku belum tidur lagi
ku masih ingin kau di sampingku seperti
malam yang sebelumnya hingga terbit mentari

ku hanya mampu mengeluh dan menangis
memikirkan tentang kita pada waktu itu
gembira hingga terbit mentari

namun bila ku buka mata, dia tiada
dia tidak pernah ada

Jika ada keadilan
biarkan ku lupa dirinya
bila dia telah melupakan
jika ada keadilan
kenapa aku sendirian
sedangkan dia berteman
bebaskan ku!

berikan keadilan kepada hidup ku
berikan keadilan kepada cinta ku
berikan keadilan kepada hati ku
berikan keadilan
bebaskan ku...

SET ME FREE [BEBASKAN KU (KEADILAN)]

behind this window of a cold night,
i want you to be beside me
be with me until the sun rise

if fate does not favor on our side
seperation will eventually happen
don't go away before the sun rise

but when i open my eyes, he's not there
it's just the same dream

if there are justice
let me forget him
when he had already forgotten me
if there are justice
why am i alone
when he's with someone?
set me free

it's already 2 a.m. and i'm still not asleep
i still want you to be beside me just like
the nights before until the sun rise

i could only sigh and cry
when i thought of us during those moments
we're happy until the sun rise

but when i open my eyes, he's not there
he's never there

if there are justice
let me forget him
when he had already forgotten me
if there are justice
why am i alone
when he's with someone?
set me free

give justice to my life
give justice to my love
give justice to my heart
give justice to me
set me free

Lyrics "DUSTA"

Kau beri ku alasan untuk terus bersama mu
kau beri kan segalanya yang kau ada pada ku
kau beri ku pandangan, melihat dari sudut yang berbeza
kau berikan segalanya yang kau mahu pada ku

sakit hatimu ditinggalkan ku
sakit hatiku dipermainkan mu
sakitnya segala rintangan yang ada
yang ku tempuh kerna kau berdusta

kau berikan ku cinta, kau berikan ku bahagia
tiada ombak tinggi yang menghalang bahtera kita
ku beri kau segala, segala yang ku mampu
kau mahukan semua, ku lepaskan saja pada mu oh

sakit hatimu ditinggalkan ku
sakit hatiku dipermainkan mu
sakitnya segala rintangan yang ada
yang ku tempuh kerna kau berdusta

oh oh
no no no

sakit sahaja bersama mu
bahagia jua bersama mu
sakitnya semua orang yang menghalang
kerana dusta
ohhhhh
sakit!!
sakit!!
sakitnya segala

LIE [DUSTA]

you give me lame excuses to get back together
you give me everything that you had
you give me a sight that i had never seen before
you give me everything that you want

your heart is broken when i left you
my heart is broken when you play me
everything is broken from the halt
that i had to go through when you lie

you gave me love, you gave me happiness
there's no big wave that would stumble our sailing ship
you gave me everything that you could give
you want it all and i let them all go oh

your heart is broken when i left you
my heart is broken when you play me
everything is broken from the halt
that i had to go through when you lie

it's only painful to be with you
but i'm also happy when i'm with you
it's painful when everyone is in the way
and they lie
it's painful!
it's painful!
everything is painful

Lyrics "MASIH ADA NANTI"

ibuku memandangku keliru
ayahku mengeluh dengan sikapku

(aku bersalah)4x

namun ku hanya mahu menjadi diriku
tak mahu hidup didalam diriku yang palsu

kiranya aku bersalah, bukan hakmu untuk menilai
kiranya aku berdosa, bukan hakmu untuk menilai

dan masih aku hidup didalam diri yang berdosa
dan masih aku hidup membawa hati yang terluka
dan masih aku hidup dicerna jiwa tanpa cinta
kan nanti ku ubah segalanya menjadi yang terbaik

jiwaku masih merah menyala membara
hatiku masih terang benderang menyinar

(aku bersalah)4x

dan masih aku hidup didalam diri yang berdosa
dan masih aku hidup membawa hati yang terluka
dan masih aku hidup dicerna jiwa tanpa cinta
kan nanti ku ubah segalanya menjadi yang terbaik

masih aku masih berdosa, salahkanku
masih aku masih terluka, biarkanku
masih aku tidak dicinta, lupakanku
masih ada masa menanti, menjadi yang terbaik

(untukmu)4x

THERE WILL STILL BE SOMEDAY [MASIH ADA NANTI]

my mom is looking at me, confused
my dad sighs on my attitude

i'm wrong 4x

but i just want to be myself
i don't want to be a fake

if i'm wrong, you have no right to judge me
if i'm sinful, you have no right to judge me

and i am still living with my sins
and i am still carrying my broken heart
and i am still being cursed, my soul has no love
but someday i will change to be someone's better

my soul is still burning red
my heart is still shining brightly

i'm wrong 4x

and i am still living with my sins
and i am still carrying my broken heart
and i am still being cursed, my soul has no love
but someday i will change to be someone's better

i'm still sinful, they blame me
i'm still hurt, let me be
i'm still not loved, forget me
i'm still waiting that day when i'll be better

for you 4x

Lyrics "SUARA YANG TAK KAU DENGAR"

di setiap sudut dunia pasti ada gembira
di setiap hati terluka pasti akan hadir ceria

namun kau masih jauh,tak ku mampu
menggapai hatimu yang bukan milikku

suara hatiku tak dapat kau dengar
titis air mata yang tak kau sedari
cerita hidupku hanya serpihan kaca
hatiku yang kau hancur berteman luka
gembira tak tertulis di sisi

di setiap jalan hidupku cuma ada derita
di setiap malam yang sunyi cuma aku dan luka

namun bahagia masih jauh, bukan untukku
gembira takkan ada menemaniku

suara hatiku tak mungkin kau dengar
titis air langit membasahi bumi
ku korban segala tidak kau hargai
hatiku yang ku serah, cinta tak terbalas
gembira tak tertulis di sisi

di setiap sudut dunia pasti ada gembira
bersama tak ditakdir berdua

THE VOICE THAT YOU WOULDN'T HEAR [SUARA YANG TAK KAU DENGAR]

in every corner of the world, there must be happiness
in every broken heart, joy will come

but you're still so far,i am unable
to reach your heart that wasn't mine

you couldn't hear the voices in my heart
you didn't know my tears are dropping
the story of my life is just some shattered pieces
of my broken heart joining my pain
happiness was not written on my side

in every pavements of my life, there's only suffer
in every lonely nights, there's only me and pain

but happiness is still so far, and not meant for me
happiness won't be accompanying me

you wouldn't hear the voices in my heart
the water is dropping from the sky and wet the earth
i sacrifice everything and you don't appreciate them
i gave my heart and you turn it down
happiness was not written on my side

in every corner of the world, there must be happiness
we are just not meant to be together

Lyrics "MAAFKAN DOSAKU"

biar engkau terus begitu
biar aku tetap begini
nanti engkau kan mengerti
nanti aku kan sendiri

walau malam nanti kau bersama ku
belum tentu hatimu dimiliki
walau nanti diriku kesepian
belum tentu lagi ku kan bersedih
menangis sendiri
menangis kecewa

jika hatimu kan terbuka
jika itu yang engkau mahu
aku menyingkap masa silam
aku rindu saat bersama mu

walau malam nanti kau bersama ku
belum tentu hatimu dimiliki
walau nanti diriku kesepian
belum tentu lagi ku kan bersedih
menangis sendiri
menangis kecewa

kau menggenggam tanganku, ku bahagia
pedih hatiku kini melihatmu
kalau mampu ku ubah hakikatnya
cinta kita berdua kan menyinar
maafkan salahku
maafkan dosaku

aku masih menyintai mu

FORGIVE MY SINS [MAAFKAN DOSAKU]

i'll let you be that way
please let me be this way
one day you'll understand
one day you'll be alone

even if you're with me tonight
your heart won't be mine, i guess
even if i'll feel lonely
i won't be sad, i guess
crying all alone
crying broken-heartedly

if only you'd open up your heart
if only that's what you'd want
i am looking past the time
i miss the time when i was with you

even if you're with me tonight
your heart won't be mine, i guess
even if i'll feel lonely
i won't be sad, i guess
crying all alone
crying broken-heartedly

when you hold my hands, i am happy
but i'm sad now when i look at you
if only i could change the reality
our love might shines
forgive me
forgive my sins

i still love you

Lyrics "TAKKAN KEMBALI"

Bulan yang terang, kau telah menghilang
mungkin hatimu tiada lagi, mungkin cintamu telah membenci
kisah yang lama, cerita kita
mungkin tiada hujung jalannya, mungkin tiada lagi derita

walaupun telah ku mencari
cuba untuk ku mengulangi
masa yang lalu takkan kembali
walaupun malam terus menikam hatiku
pedih nyawaku pendam
dendam yang ada takkan berakhir

hati terluka, jiwa tercalar
kesannya takkan pernah menghilang,
rasanya masih kekal di dada
kau istimewa, tiada bandingnya
diriku cemburu melihatmu
cinta dan benci kian berpadu

walaupun telah ku mencari
cuba untuk ku mengulangi
masa yang lalu takkan kembali
walaupun malam terus menikam hatiku
pedih nyawaku pendam
dendam yang ada takkan berakhir

kau umpama matahari
terang, bisa menyinari
terang, bisa menyakiti

walaupun telah ku membenci
cuba untuk ku menyintai
apa yang indah takkan kembali
maafkan daku, aku bersalah
namun aku takkan mengalah
dendam yang ada takkan ku serah

NEVER RETURN [TAKKAN KEMBALI]

The moon shines brightly, you are gone
maybe your heart is no more, maybe your love had turned to hate
old stories are our stories
maybe there's no ending, maybe there's no more sufferings

even if i look
even if i try to do it all over again
the good old days will never return
even the nights will keep on stabbing my heart
it's painful but i still hold on to it
the longing that i kept will never end

heart is broken, soul is scratched
the effects will never disappear
the pain still lasts on my heart
you're so special, no one compares to you
i am so jealous of you
love and hate combines

even if i look
even if i try to do it all over again
the good old days will never return
even the nights will keep on stabbing my heart
it's painful but i still hold on to it
the longing that i kept will never end

you're just like the sun
shines bright that could light (my way)
shines bright that could hurt (my eye)

even though i've hated you
i've been trying to love you (back)
what's beautiful will never return
i'm sorry,i'm wrong
but i won't give in
the longing that i kept will never surrender

Lyrics "HANYALAH AKU"

dimanakah kamu ketika aku sedang menangis?
hanya yang ku tahu kau tidak ada di situ
manakah pergi janji manismu yang palsu itu?
manakah pergi cinta sucimu yang palsu itu?

bilakah malam kita bersama?
bilakah pagi duduk di sisimu?
bilakah petang tersenyum dengan mu?
bila kan hadir waktu itu?

apa yang ku tahu semua itu takkan berlaku
hanya serpihan angan-anganku yang tak kesampaian

tiap saat memikirkan mu
angan-anganku semakin pedih
hanya diriku yang perlukan mu
engkau jauh meninggalkan ku
yang ku mahu hanya cinta mu

bila kan bintang memihak pada ku?
bila kan malam menjadi milik ku?
bila kan kamu menyintai aku?
bila kan ada saat gembira?

oh bersamamu hanya itu yang aku mahu
namun cinta ini hanyalah aku hanyalah aku

IT'S ONLY ME [HANYALAH AKU]

where are you when i'm crying?
all i know is that you are never there
where are all your sweet false promises?
where are all your fake true love?

when will the night that we're together exist?
when will the morning that i will sit beside you exist?
when will the evening that i could smile with you exist?
when will it be for those moments to exist?

what i know is that it will never happen
it's just fragments of my unfulfilling wishful thinking

i think about you all the time
my wishful thinking is getting painful
what i want is only you
but you left me so far away
what i want is just your love

when will the stars stand by my side?
when will the nights became mine?
when will you love me?
when will i ever be happy?

oh i just want to be with you
but this love is only me, only me..

Lyrics "MUNGKIN BAHAGIA"

mungkin segala kau mahu tak pernah ada pada ku
mungkin harapan dan cinta tak pernah ada untukku

mungkin semua yang palsu berada jelas di depanku
maka hanyalah diriku yang tak mengerti tipu daya

ku tak diperlukan pabila kau bahagia, gembira
ku tak diperlukan ketika semuanya menyinar dan terang
aku sendirian berada di dalam suram dan kelam
aku sendirian disini, aku sendirian

mungkin bahagia hanyalah untuk mereka yang sempurna
kini derita disulam kesedihan dan kesunyian

ku tak diperlukan pabila kau bahagia, gembira
ku tak diperlukan ketika semuanya menyinar dan terang
aku sendirian berada di dalam suram dan kelam
aku sendirian disini, aku sendirian

kau cuma memandangku bila kau terluka
kau cuma memelukku bila ku tiada

mungkin bahagia hanyalah untuk mereka yang seperti mu

ku ingin dicinta, dipuja, hidup bahagia, gembira
ku mahu dicinta, lupakan duka yang menyiksa dan dendam
hentikanlah semua, ku rela sendiri

kau cuma memandangku bila kau terluka
kau cuma memelukku bila ku tiada
ku tak diperlukan!

MAYBE HAPPINESS [MUNGKIN BAHAGIA]

maybe i never had everything that u've wanted
maybe hope and love never existed for me

maybe all the lies are there in front of me
then it's only me who couldn't understand those lies

i am not wanted when you're happy and lively
i am not wanted when everything shines so bright
i am all alone in gloom and darkness
i am all alone here, i am all alone

maybe happiness was meant only for those who are perfect
sufferings are now sewn together with sadness and loneliness

i am not wanted when you're happy and lively
i am not wanted when everything shines so bright
i am all alone in gloom and darkness
i am all alone here, i am all alone

you only look my way when you're hurt
you only hold me when i'm not there

maybe happiness was meant only for those who are like you

i want to be loved, adored, live happily and lively
i want to be loved, to forget all of my sadness, sufferings and vengence
please stop it all, i rather be alone

you only look my way when you're hurt
you only hold me when i'm not there
i am not wanted!